hay'all,
erm..agak lama i tak buka my own blog ni..past a few months quite though and rough time to get thru...tp everything dah ok..ALHAMDULILLAH..semuanya berjalan lancar,cuma biasalah,ada sket2 benda yang susah nak settle.apa project???? im setting up my own company,so sibuk cari office,buat renovation and cari business to ensure company will always have income..and im not stick with one kind of business as i have lots of opportunity so i just grab all of it,,as long as im gaining some profit..its fine for me, :)...so,klu u guys nak join and be part of my family members ,please do browse to my the other blog www.helfinacorner.blogspot.com ....kat situ ada i update most of my project..so ,klu u guys nak buat part time ke...nak add2 income ke .. boleh roger,,kita sama2 buat,apa jua peluang to make money,kita grab and we share,,sama2 tolong bumiputra...
helfina
it takes a special smile to brighten my days,
it takes a warm and tender touch to melt the hurt way,
it takes a willing hand to help in time of need,
it takes a patient and caring heart needed,
it takes a friendly hug to dry up all my tears,
it takes a string shoulder to quiet my fears,
it takes a gentle spirit to bring peace and tranquility,
it even takes at times a very large humility,
it takes someone that is faithful and true,
hope u know by now,
IT TAKES YOU....
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
hehehe..good news lol !!!!
hay'all
early morning today,i'd received not to say a good news,but can considred it as a chances or hope..remember about the previous post about an application young girl rejected by MARA caused the SPM.. read my conversation below with my friend which currently in LEEDS.. ( hope u dont mind zaini..hehhe)
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:50:52 AM): insyallah
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:50:58 AM): pasal yg spm tu
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:02 AM): dah tanya
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:05 AM): dato noh omar
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:08 AM): dia pun tak tau
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:19 AM): ada syarat untuk sambung master and phd
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:26 AM): syarat spm tu
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:29 AM): so
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:31 AM): dia bg jaminan
hefina (2/9/2009 7:51:46 AM): serius?
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:47 AM): saper2 nak apply mastter and phd
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:49 AM): dia akan tgk
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:55 AM): sijil tertinggi
so guys..noted ok???? ini bermaksud, sekali gagal doesnt mean failed forever..
early morning today,i'd received not to say a good news,but can considred it as a chances or hope..remember about the previous post about an application young girl rejected by MARA caused the SPM.. read my conversation below with my friend which currently in LEEDS.. ( hope u dont mind zaini..hehhe)
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:50:52 AM): insyallah
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:50:58 AM): pasal yg spm tu
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:02 AM): dah tanya
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:05 AM): dato noh omar
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:08 AM): dia pun tak tau
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:19 AM): ada syarat untuk sambung master and phd
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:26 AM): syarat spm tu
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:29 AM): so
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:31 AM): dia bg jaminan
hefina (2/9/2009 7:51:46 AM): serius?
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:47 AM): saper2 nak apply mastter and phd
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:49 AM): dia akan tgk
zaini_uitm82 (2/9/2009 7:51:55 AM): sijil tertinggi
so guys..noted ok???? ini bermaksud, sekali gagal doesnt mean failed forever..
Let Go Your Past
The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
You can’t go forward in life
until you let go of your past failures.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
move out from the house
hay'all
last night i move out from my friend's place immediately soon after she send me a stupid sms ( for me lorr )..i cannot understand these people,either they dont listen,dont understand or just dont have manners...but,everyone know that its hard to find truth friends..so the best way,is live ur life as fullest as u can without thinking anything..once i think back,better for me not to get involved with anyone.just live my life like this..
but last night,when i move my things from that place,i was crying..totally sad n disappointed..how could she do this to me..how could she send me sms like that..and the most important is how could she say things like that..didnt she ever think that the things that she said and probihited me to do is stupid?? why is i said stupid,sebab dia pun buat jugak!!!!! how come u nak tegur seseorang,tetapkan rules n regulations tp u as the owner u break,mcm mana u nk espect people follow n respect ur guidelines..such a stupid rules n regulation..tp sebab i ni jenis bangsa yg malas nak bertekak or to make the story short,i sedar diri i duduk umah dia,so i silent..malas nak ckp,,tp cuba fikir balik la.. ( PADAHAL,SITUASI DIA SAMA DGN I,TP X NAK ADMIT) ..dah la,dia selalu tinggalkan i dlm umah dgn boyfriend dia..dia kuar..tp seingat i la..waktu dia dtg lepak umah i,i tak prnh terima any guest,sebab apa? sebab i nak dia rasa comfortable bila ada dlm umah i,i nak dia rasa free to move around in my house,i dont want she feels awkward when she spent a night at my place..thats it..sepatutnya,before she said things to me,she supposed think first,but sadly,she did not..terlalu ikutkan perasaan,emotional,and some more the BF...adoi..i bukan jenis mengungkit,tp once dia buat mcm ni,i rasa geram.because if i boleh sabar n didnt say anything,why cant she? just be patient la babe..aku bukan duduk rumah kau lama2 pun..lgpun aku dh sound awal2 just for temporary..paling lewat,before FEBRUARY aku blah..tp sebab dia x sabar,n said bad things to me,last night jugak i blah..angkut all my things..erm..i sorang2 tau..padahal waktu i pindah brg2 i dr my previous condo,i sewa lori and labour..tp mlm td,tak ada nya nak sewa lori n labour,i angkut sendiri masuk dlm keta..dont u guys ever think la berapa kali i naik n turun tangga tingkat 4 ..4 trip..start from 7.45pm finished at 00:35 am..but still i have left one big boxe,i x larat sebab waktu tu dh nak colapsed..nak pengsan rasanya..tangan n kaki ni dh mengeletar..i buat sorang2..no friends help me..i tak minta tlg siapa2 pun..actually,i pun bodoh gak,sebab nak tunjukkan pada dia yg masih respect rules dia..NO MAN IN THE HOUSE..so,thats why i x minta tlg anyone,i buat sorang2..i langsung x leh tido because my arms n legs are totally hurt until around 5am something i called W to bring me to the clicnic for injection,because cannot tahan anymore..today,im going to pack some things from the house..but i cannot finished pack all the things within short period as i have to do it all alone..
dont she ever think,when she's in trouble last 2 year,dont she ever think when she came and lepak at my place,how i treat her and her boyfriend,remember during raya haji last year,how i treat her brother n gurlfriend..i make sure they feel comfortable during their n her stayed at my place..why cant she be a bit patients during my stays at her place..furthermore,i already mention that im not going to stay long at her place,paling lama pun,before FEBRUARY,i'll find my own place..but she cant do that..shes not patient..
i think i ni jenis bangsa yang totally tak kisah..even she said things that she are not supposed to say...but i just rilex n buat bodoh..but yesterday,when she say something that related about mother..i cannot tahan..then i decided to move my things even i dont know where to go..i went to her house,pick my few things ,when out and search for the house..ALHAMDULLILAH, AllAH still love n care about me..i found one place..so at the moment i stayed there,but somehow i fell comfortable as that is my new house and my new life..
start from yesterday,im gonna proof to everyone and fixed back all my mistakes..so..moral of the story..make sure u can survive anywhere..theres though world out there ..
till we meet again
helfina
last night i move out from my friend's place immediately soon after she send me a stupid sms ( for me lorr )..i cannot understand these people,either they dont listen,dont understand or just dont have manners...but,everyone know that its hard to find truth friends..so the best way,is live ur life as fullest as u can without thinking anything..once i think back,better for me not to get involved with anyone.just live my life like this..
but last night,when i move my things from that place,i was crying..totally sad n disappointed..how could she do this to me..how could she send me sms like that..and the most important is how could she say things like that..didnt she ever think that the things that she said and probihited me to do is stupid?? why is i said stupid,sebab dia pun buat jugak!!!!! how come u nak tegur seseorang,tetapkan rules n regulations tp u as the owner u break,mcm mana u nk espect people follow n respect ur guidelines..such a stupid rules n regulation..tp sebab i ni jenis bangsa yg malas nak bertekak or to make the story short,i sedar diri i duduk umah dia,so i silent..malas nak ckp,,tp cuba fikir balik la.. ( PADAHAL,SITUASI DIA SAMA DGN I,TP X NAK ADMIT) ..dah la,dia selalu tinggalkan i dlm umah dgn boyfriend dia..dia kuar..tp seingat i la..waktu dia dtg lepak umah i,i tak prnh terima any guest,sebab apa? sebab i nak dia rasa comfortable bila ada dlm umah i,i nak dia rasa free to move around in my house,i dont want she feels awkward when she spent a night at my place..thats it..sepatutnya,before she said things to me,she supposed think first,but sadly,she did not..terlalu ikutkan perasaan,emotional,and some more the BF...adoi..i bukan jenis mengungkit,tp once dia buat mcm ni,i rasa geram.because if i boleh sabar n didnt say anything,why cant she? just be patient la babe..aku bukan duduk rumah kau lama2 pun..lgpun aku dh sound awal2 just for temporary..paling lewat,before FEBRUARY aku blah..tp sebab dia x sabar,n said bad things to me,last night jugak i blah..angkut all my things..erm..i sorang2 tau..padahal waktu i pindah brg2 i dr my previous condo,i sewa lori and labour..tp mlm td,tak ada nya nak sewa lori n labour,i angkut sendiri masuk dlm keta..dont u guys ever think la berapa kali i naik n turun tangga tingkat 4 ..4 trip..start from 7.45pm finished at 00:35 am..but still i have left one big boxe,i x larat sebab waktu tu dh nak colapsed..nak pengsan rasanya..tangan n kaki ni dh mengeletar..i buat sorang2..no friends help me..i tak minta tlg siapa2 pun..actually,i pun bodoh gak,sebab nak tunjukkan pada dia yg masih respect rules dia..NO MAN IN THE HOUSE..so,thats why i x minta tlg anyone,i buat sorang2..i langsung x leh tido because my arms n legs are totally hurt until around 5am something i called W to bring me to the clicnic for injection,because cannot tahan anymore..today,im going to pack some things from the house..but i cannot finished pack all the things within short period as i have to do it all alone..
dont she ever think,when she's in trouble last 2 year,dont she ever think when she came and lepak at my place,how i treat her and her boyfriend,remember during raya haji last year,how i treat her brother n gurlfriend..i make sure they feel comfortable during their n her stayed at my place..why cant she be a bit patients during my stays at her place..furthermore,i already mention that im not going to stay long at her place,paling lama pun,before FEBRUARY,i'll find my own place..but she cant do that..shes not patient..
i think i ni jenis bangsa yang totally tak kisah..even she said things that she are not supposed to say...but i just rilex n buat bodoh..but yesterday,when she say something that related about mother..i cannot tahan..then i decided to move my things even i dont know where to go..i went to her house,pick my few things ,when out and search for the house..ALHAMDULLILAH, AllAH still love n care about me..i found one place..so at the moment i stayed there,but somehow i fell comfortable as that is my new house and my new life..
start from yesterday,im gonna proof to everyone and fixed back all my mistakes..so..moral of the story..make sure u can survive anywhere..theres though world out there ..
till we meet again
helfina
Thursday, January 15, 2009
please think guys...
hay'all
i spent half of my day at MARA BUILDING, settle my application for my CIMA.. as i stood in front the counter while talking to the officer regarding the release letter,there one lady who try to submitted form for furher her MASTER.and what suprises me is her form has been rejected on the spot..why? because she didnt get credits for all her subjects taken during her SPM...what the FUCKS !!!! there,i said it already..but can u guys imagined how sad ,disappointed and frustrated she was..
dont u guys feel kinky..SPM? let see..erm..is that important? i mean after u struggling for a few years at the UNI to get a good and excellent pointer,minimum 4 years( basic course )..come on la..SPM,it just a ticket for us to get place at the best UNI or COURSE thatt we want ( or what our parents want us to be la...)the real battle is during out time at the UNIVERSITY..which that real place where we really compete with others,learn how to live,survivor..oh gosh..i still remember when i was in UNI..its hard but enjoying la..depends..BUT i still can't believe the requirement for MARA is still SPM..(yeah,of course they have their own guide line,no doubts) best scholar for the best student.correct? but stilllllllllllll.........
look at this situation..what if.one fellows doing not very well during the SPM..but he/she really perform or doing well during the degrees or diplomas...and what if he/she deserve one ticket for the scholar to further abroad?what if he/she is the right candidate? but because of his/her's SPM cert,looked no good..then he/she has been drop... is that a waste? is that sad?... of course..
DAMN IT!!!!!
so,mcm mana..theres a lot of our malaysian students who didnt come back after finished their studying there..better job,better pay..siapa tak nak...i pun nak,if like that..wawawawa,.but as long as they know the responsibility lorr... 1) study well la,jgn main2 2) pay the loan la,jgn buat2 forget 3) if scholar,make sure u finished contract with MARA la,jgn lari 4) always pround to be MALAYSIAN, even tak nak balik cini lg..ok?
i spent half of my day at MARA BUILDING, settle my application for my CIMA.. as i stood in front the counter while talking to the officer regarding the release letter,there one lady who try to submitted form for furher her MASTER.and what suprises me is her form has been rejected on the spot..why? because she didnt get credits for all her subjects taken during her SPM...what the FUCKS !!!! there,i said it already..but can u guys imagined how sad ,disappointed and frustrated she was..
dont u guys feel kinky..SPM? let see..erm..is that important? i mean after u struggling for a few years at the UNI to get a good and excellent pointer,minimum 4 years( basic course )..come on la..SPM,it just a ticket for us to get place at the best UNI or COURSE thatt we want ( or what our parents want us to be la...)the real battle is during out time at the UNIVERSITY..which that real place where we really compete with others,learn how to live,survivor..oh gosh..i still remember when i was in UNI..its hard but enjoying la..depends..BUT i still can't believe the requirement for MARA is still SPM..(yeah,of course they have their own guide line,no doubts) best scholar for the best student.correct? but stilllllllllllll.........
look at this situation..what if.one fellows doing not very well during the SPM..but he/she really perform or doing well during the degrees or diplomas...and what if he/she deserve one ticket for the scholar to further abroad?what if he/she is the right candidate? but because of his/her's SPM cert,looked no good..then he/she has been drop... is that a waste? is that sad?... of course..
DAMN IT!!!!!
so,mcm mana..theres a lot of our malaysian students who didnt come back after finished their studying there..better job,better pay..siapa tak nak...i pun nak,if like that..wawawawa,.but as long as they know the responsibility lorr... 1) study well la,jgn main2 2) pay the loan la,jgn buat2 forget 3) if scholar,make sure u finished contract with MARA la,jgn lari 4) always pround to be MALAYSIAN, even tak nak balik cini lg..ok?
Life is not about stopping, but to continue and learn.
And whenever you are down, Think of the shining sun in all its majesty, all its grandeur Life always has to offer more.
If you ever see this world in shades of gray, don’t cry, do not dismay. Look through my eyes, you will see life is indeed beautiful.
For both you and me.
till we meet again
helfina
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
bad day
hay'all,
my mood totally swing today..its hard when people tak ALERT when it comes to talking...its because of the misunderstanding about my account..i just need an ADVICE,and very loud n clear im not blaming anyone for the trading account eventhough the thruth is..YES..honestly,i followed..but im not kind a person who one to humilated ones ,so thats why i just keep quite and take full responsibility on that..t,which i blame myself for totally believe on that point of view..i am so STUPID n IDIOT to believe and follow..i should more trust myself in that..now its too late,and when im seeking for the advice,i plak yg kena hambur balik..is that fair..padahal,i already terang terangan said,thats my fault and i didnt blame anything.. seriously,i fed up...seriously,im pissing off...seriously,im mad...seriously,i hate this feeling...
but somehow,nobody perfect..i made mistake,but the one that i really frust is ,im kind a very open person..so when people misunderstood,people made a wrong judgement to me..thats disappointed me most....
apapun,it just a feeling..anger n moody feelings..
till we meet again..
helfina
my mood totally swing today..its hard when people tak ALERT when it comes to talking...its because of the misunderstanding about my account..i just need an ADVICE,and very loud n clear im not blaming anyone for the trading account eventhough the thruth is..YES..honestly,i followed..but im not kind a person who one to humilated ones ,so thats why i just keep quite and take full responsibility on that..t,which i blame myself for totally believe on that point of view..i am so STUPID n IDIOT to believe and follow..i should more trust myself in that..now its too late,and when im seeking for the advice,i plak yg kena hambur balik..is that fair..padahal,i already terang terangan said,thats my fault and i didnt blame anything.. seriously,i fed up...seriously,im pissing off...seriously,im mad...seriously,i hate this feeling...
but somehow,nobody perfect..i made mistake,but the one that i really frust is ,im kind a very open person..so when people misunderstood,people made a wrong judgement to me..thats disappointed me most....
apapun,it just a feeling..anger n moody feelings..
till we meet again..
helfina
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